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Jul 01, 2005 13:42

What happened

I remember comming home from school and you told me how much you missed me, and how nothinig was the same when i was gone. I believed you. Best friends.... my ass.

I knew that things would be different when i came back.. I just didnt realise that your life wouldnt include me anymore.

Last night was an eye opener for me. I've never felt so out of your life before

Do you remember when you came to visit, and you told me about your new girlfriend, and how excited you were, and how much you liked her? And I asked how you met, and you said "it's a long story" I brushed it off.

Then there was the time I wanted to meet her, and you put it off FOREVER. and all the times you said you would call.. and didn't. It bothered me, but for the most part, I let it go.

Yesterday when we went out, I felt so out of your life. It was something you had promised I would never feel... but I did. You always told me that I was one of the most important people in your life... Why don't you prove it.

When we go to a friends party, and you bring your girlfriend, I have no problem with it. I met her, I like her, she's awesome. But when you compleatly ignore me, and don't even talk to me. That hurts.

When The girl who the party was for comes up and starts to talk to you.. thats fine. But when you tell her how mad you are that you only got to see her once a week during the year... and you saw me 3 times during the year... that hurts. When she meets your girlfriend and tells her how happy she is to finally meet her beucase she has heard so much about her, and how happy she makes you. and all i ever heard was "Her name is M. We met at work. Its a long story" That hurts.

I could never imagine my life without having you in it. and you always said the same thing... I guess what we didn't realise was that I was telling the truth.

Always forever
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