Jul 01, 2007 21:32
-no one will party with me
-we have a foreign exchange student who i "have to entertain" for the next 3 weeks
-started off the summer by telling the guy who i've loved for 3 years that i like him and oh big surprise he pretty much hates me.
-my version of someone hating me is telling me "yeah i'll hang out with you" and then NOT doing it, thats not only rude but extremly hurtful to me and makes me feel like i'm not fun to be around
- i just want a fuck buddy i dont even need a relationship right now
-i'm so lonely i'm going insane
-my parents let my sister have her BOYFRIEND sleep in the same room as her and i cant even have my guys who are FRIENDS sleep in the fucking basement. ( they let her have guys sleepover when she was a senior in highschool and give her whatever the fuck she wants and she STILL treats them like shit so what the fuck!?!?!)
-i want to be happy so ppl will be around me but i'm only happy when ppl are around me so no one wants to hang out with me because i'm always upset/angry! its a vicious cycle