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i hate this feeling. i feel like no one likes me. myspace does nothing to help this cause they post stupid surveys about "if i died" and then no one bothers to fill them out. i guess no one would be that affected if i died. thanks guys.
argh another thing, guys they suck. they're so mean and they dont notice me at all...i hate it!! i hate when ppl point out i have a crush to someone when they have no right to its so humilating. like i really want them to know what good will that do when they give me one word answers everytime i talk to them? and then other ppl tell me its weird to have a crush on someone when you barely talk to them. well let me inform you what i think a crush is, i would say a crush is just you like someone based mostly on looks and what you do know of them. to me a crush is more of someone you dont know that well so its not THAT weird. like you've never liked anyone from the first time you met them anyway. even though its not really the first time i've ever met them, i knew them i just never really talked to them.
this has been happening alot where there are guys who i've thought were cute but stayed away because i knew it would only lead to bad things. and then i talk to them a few times and think for some odd reason that i should like them!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?!
i just need to get away from it all, i need to back in the cape with my cousins or at braden's apartment in boston. god i'd give anything for that.
argh another thing, guys they suck. they're so mean and they dont notice me at all...i hate it!! i hate when ppl point out i have a crush to someone when they have no right to its so humilating. like i really want them to know what good will that do when they give me one word answers everytime i talk to them? and then other ppl tell me its weird to have a crush on someone when you barely talk to them. well let me inform you what i think a crush is, i would say a crush is just you like someone based mostly on looks and what you do know of them. to me a crush is more of someone you dont know that well so its not THAT weird. like you've never liked anyone from the first time you met them anyway. even though its not really the first time i've ever met them, i knew them i just never really talked to them.
this has been happening alot where there are guys who i've thought were cute but stayed away because i knew it would only lead to bad things. and then i talk to them a few times and think for some odd reason that i should like them!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?!
i just need to get away from it all, i need to back in the cape with my cousins or at braden's apartment in boston. god i'd give anything for that.