the Saddest Snowday
you know snowdays are supposed to be a good thing, but i feel so neglected. sam hasn't called me back once and he keeps saying he will,when we talk it's not the same...maybe he doesn't like me anymore. my parents seem like theyre fighting but i have the music on so i cant tell if they are or not. i wanna get out of this house,that's obvoiusly not happening. my mom was supposed to get me and jaclyn but so much for that the bridges are closed. craig invited alyssa and shauna over but not me, i invited alex digagorio over but she didnt even respond. she said she wasnt mad about last year but ever since then shes never wanted to hang out with me. the song thats playing now would make me cry if it wasn't so cold. "in this diary" by the ataries its about summer and having fun with your friends...i just feel so alone. i have work tomorrow 8-12 and then im going shopping with my grandmother and then to sams house. i never have time for friends anymore i hate it!!! i miss you guys i want to hang out with you, just because i work doesnt mean we can't plan around it. its ridiculos!!! i shouldn't have to work it sucks.i wish i lived near luke he'd hang out with me, he's nice. but prolly too cool for me like dan mooridian,justin,and shane. any time i ever invite them to something it never works out. nick is nice, he usually has a good excuse for not coming so he prolly really does like me. its like when the snow falls i get depressed, gayyyyyy. at least we don't get progress reports today thats the last thing i need.