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I just feel all around awful today.
The hall director that kept checking in on me after the whole situation with Mal passed away. I knew something bad happened after seeing two of my RAs on the elevator yesterday. I don't really know exactly what happened, but I am really sad about this. I didn't know her at all, and I know that she was just doing her job, but she was the only person who was physically there for me that day, and she came to check on me the next day too, saying to let her know if I needed anything. I couldn't even tell you what she looked like at this point because I was such a mess at the time everything is just such a blur, but I really do appreciate her doing what she did. If it weren't for her I never would have even known what was going on or that he couldn't come back to campus or anything because no one told me, like I didn't have a right to know what was going on in my own life. It's amazing how touched you can be by one person who you only really know for two days and how sad it can be when their gone, because you know that if they were so nice to you they were probably really nice to other people as well. They are probably the people who make a difference. I wish I knew her better, I wish I had taken her up on her offers to talk, but I didn't and now it's too late. It just feels weird being so sad about someone that you can't even remember what they look like.
The hall director that kept checking in on me after the whole situation with Mal passed away. I knew something bad happened after seeing two of my RAs on the elevator yesterday. I don't really know exactly what happened, but I am really sad about this. I didn't know her at all, and I know that she was just doing her job, but she was the only person who was physically there for me that day, and she came to check on me the next day too, saying to let her know if I needed anything. I couldn't even tell you what she looked like at this point because I was such a mess at the time everything is just such a blur, but I really do appreciate her doing what she did. If it weren't for her I never would have even known what was going on or that he couldn't come back to campus or anything because no one told me, like I didn't have a right to know what was going on in my own life. It's amazing how touched you can be by one person who you only really know for two days and how sad it can be when their gone, because you know that if they were so nice to you they were probably really nice to other people as well. They are probably the people who make a difference. I wish I knew her better, I wish I had taken her up on her offers to talk, but I didn't and now it's too late. It just feels weird being so sad about someone that you can't even remember what they look like.