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Dec 18, 2008 21:43

I am so sick of people being deliberately mean. I would never purposely hurt someone, it's just not a part of my nature, and so I can't understand why people can do it so easily to me?

This holiday season has been such a disaster. I'm starting to hate Christmas and it's not fair because this is supposed to be my time. I love Christmas more than anything, and everyone knows that about me, but this year has just been so bad.

I want to lose 15 lbs over break. Okay everyone hear that? I need help. Everyone needs to be on my ass about it too. I need to go to the gym nearly everyday and I need need need to start eating better. Every aspect of my life has gotten so stressful lately and this is one thing I can take control of, so I really need to do it. It's my life, I need to get to a place I want to be and finally be happy.

I spend way too much time preoccupied with things that really shouldn't matter and I need to stop doing that. It prevents me from having fun. Also, I need to stop hanging out with such negative people or boring people. Come one, lets all just have some fun. When did we stop doing that?
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