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I am so stressed out that I just can't settle down and focus, but of course if I could just do that I would be so much better off.
Being a senior in college is like ten million times harder than it was in high school because I have senioritious, but if I really want to graduate with honors, the track I've been on all along then I really need to focus and get all this shit done. My social life isn't helping much either, I go out and drink too much with people, most of whom aren't even really my friends.
Monday:
15 page paper on Fetal Alcohol Syndrome due
A months worth of journal entries (that I of course save until the last minute to complete) about my internship
Behavior Modification Exam
Tuesday:
Process recording due (I haven't even had the opportunity to conduct the interview)
Abnormal Psych exam
My closest friend here now hates me, told me she never wanted to be friends again and is telling her side of the whole story to all of my friends. I can't even get up the energy to correct the facts, so let them believe what they want. I also live with her, it makes things awkward.
I am so tired 200% of the time, and I'm just ready for the semester to be over.
I also have my case study for behavior mod to worry about, my abnormal paper, my case presentation for seminar, two more journal entries, and about three other exams to worry about before the semester ends. I feel so overwhelmed, I hardly even feel a part of my own life right now. I'm trying to go back to the gym, I want to meet guys, I want to be neater, I want to eat healthier, I want to reconnect with my friends, I want to show everyone I'm okay, I want to make everyone want to be around be again, I want to be happy and have fun. There is so much pressure every where and I'm a little afraid I might crack.
Being a senior in college is like ten million times harder than it was in high school because I have senioritious, but if I really want to graduate with honors, the track I've been on all along then I really need to focus and get all this shit done. My social life isn't helping much either, I go out and drink too much with people, most of whom aren't even really my friends.
Monday:
15 page paper on Fetal Alcohol Syndrome due
A months worth of journal entries (that I of course save until the last minute to complete) about my internship
Behavior Modification Exam
Tuesday:
Process recording due (I haven't even had the opportunity to conduct the interview)
Abnormal Psych exam
My closest friend here now hates me, told me she never wanted to be friends again and is telling her side of the whole story to all of my friends. I can't even get up the energy to correct the facts, so let them believe what they want. I also live with her, it makes things awkward.
I am so tired 200% of the time, and I'm just ready for the semester to be over.
I also have my case study for behavior mod to worry about, my abnormal paper, my case presentation for seminar, two more journal entries, and about three other exams to worry about before the semester ends. I feel so overwhelmed, I hardly even feel a part of my own life right now. I'm trying to go back to the gym, I want to meet guys, I want to be neater, I want to eat healthier, I want to reconnect with my friends, I want to show everyone I'm okay, I want to make everyone want to be around be again, I want to be happy and have fun. There is so much pressure every where and I'm a little afraid I might crack.