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Okay so I'm about to go to work and I think I have decided that I just plain hate it there.
I'm like freaking out right now. I feel like I could seriously scream. I'm so involved in my own self pity that I can't seem to get myself out of bed in the morning and I don't so a single thing for the rest of the day. I blame it on not having anyone to do anything with, but really i could do more productive things than check for my ex online. I just can't get myself started and it makes me hate myself. I keep saying I am going to get up early and I wake up around eight but then I roll back over until around 1030. I then just sit around and don't even shower unless I have to go to work. It's just awful and I'm not usually like this. I'm so frustrated, but I just keep making up excuses.
Blah. I don't know.
I'm like freaking out right now. I feel like I could seriously scream. I'm so involved in my own self pity that I can't seem to get myself out of bed in the morning and I don't so a single thing for the rest of the day. I blame it on not having anyone to do anything with, but really i could do more productive things than check for my ex online. I just can't get myself started and it makes me hate myself. I keep saying I am going to get up early and I wake up around eight but then I roll back over until around 1030. I then just sit around and don't even shower unless I have to go to work. It's just awful and I'm not usually like this. I'm so frustrated, but I just keep making up excuses.
Blah. I don't know.