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Things just seem so awful right now. I really try not to be pessimistic about life overall, but right now it's hard not to be. It's amazing how you think you know a person, how you used to kiss them on the cheek at the end of a family party because they were just that, your family, but then they turn into something you never would have expected. How do people become involved in these lifestyles with these people? How do you turn so quickly on someone you said you loved for over ten years? Right now I'm just having trouble accepting how painful life can be, especially watching someone you care so much for be hurt this badly. I would like to think that generally all people are good, but I'm starting to learn how easily it is for one of those good people to go bad.