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So spring break has pretty much sucked and I can't wait to go back to school. It didn't relax me and I didn't really have much fun. I mean, Mal was here Tuesday until last night which was really nice, but we didn't actually do anything. I really wanted him to have fun and spend time with my friends which didn't really happen, maybe because I don't really have very many friends anymore. We did see Bruno and Ellen for like an hour though when we went to meet Bruno's (wicked cute) new puppy, so that was nice. I've been in a bad mood so I kind of picked a lot of pointless fights and I'm driving myself crazy because I keep doing that, and it's not what I want to be doing at all. I just need to like calm down or something.
I need more friends really bad. In general, not just at home. I only look forward to spending time with Mal now, nothing else, mostly because there isn't really anyone else. I just want to graduate already. I really don't like being at RIC anymore. In the past there were some fun times, but it's all kind of gone now and the people just drive me crazy.
I'm stressing about next semester because I might have to take 21 credits and it's going to give me a jam packed schedule, like pretty much no time to even breathe.
I'm so tired right now and I'm kind of sick. I wish my life could be what it used to be even though I found stuff to complain about then too, at least I wasn't so bored.
I need more friends really bad. In general, not just at home. I only look forward to spending time with Mal now, nothing else, mostly because there isn't really anyone else. I just want to graduate already. I really don't like being at RIC anymore. In the past there were some fun times, but it's all kind of gone now and the people just drive me crazy.
I'm stressing about next semester because I might have to take 21 credits and it's going to give me a jam packed schedule, like pretty much no time to even breathe.
I'm so tired right now and I'm kind of sick. I wish my life could be what it used to be even though I found stuff to complain about then too, at least I wasn't so bored.