Oh God I am pathetic.

[unseensb33]

Sometimes.

I just read something that you wrote about me last october.

Have things really been that bad since then?

Am I that terrible.?

I still just don't get it.

And I wish I could fix this but it's no longer in my hands.

I poured out my heart only for it to be stompted on.

But I guess I deserve it.

Or so I'll chose to believe.

I'd rather believe that then believe that you would just up and leave me over something petty.

I never had a chance to explain.

Oh well.

I never said "don't go"

don't go.

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