sometimes you suceed even when you don't try
I'm tired and orneray. Don't question my spelling, because I bite. But then you say "waaa" cause you're obviously babies "but Pheadra" cause everyone spells my name wrong majority of the time " we can't understand what all you're amzing thoughts are if we can't understand your spelling." and to that I say shut up I would apologize for all this but I really am in a bad mood. It's yucky. I just want to smack some one or light things on fire. All would be great but nothing would solve anything. I don't know if it's stress or worries or what but it's there and hurting my shoulders.
Todd and Babar got into the all student show as well as my bunny aptly named, Genspeed 6000.
So that's nice. I liked nearly everything in the gallery. The porturate of a guy that was shaded with kisses was definetly awesome. I think TK did a good job. There's been alot of drama and I feel bad for him because on one side he's got individual students wanting different things and on the other side he's got the administration shoveling out rules and not telling him everything that's happening. I didn't understand everything but I didn't expect to. Hell I don't even really see the draw to my own peices. I'm in love with them because I made them. I picked up the Bunny when I was entering it and just knew that I loved it, nearly didn't want to put it down. And Todd and Babar have this great sadness in their faces that I love. I'm a bit upset that I won't be taking them back home with me. But I really wouldn't have room for them or a place so they're probably going to get trashed. But yeah.
I'm feeling a little bit snippy. Mimi was getting on my nerves big time yesterday. And so was the whineing about how the raffel went. Free stuff is free stuff in my mind. But feel free to tell me that only I'm fine with it just because I got something and that I happy with. I won a copy of Ghost in the shell. So whatever.
Oh man. There were so many peices in the galary that were untitled. Part of me is fine with that, but the other part of me is a bit sad. I liked seeing different titles because they generally either a) were cool or b) helped reveal a little about the point. Both of which I approve of. "Todd and Babar" is just the names I gave to the molds of the faces. I also wanted to make sure that they were same sex. Yay greek myths.. not that anyone would know it. i had to explain the real reasoning to Bryan.. didn't expect it to really be gotten though, it's a part of greek mythology that I learned this semester so I'm guessing that majority of poeple just don't know it. It probably came off as simesse twins or some other suh thing (mutants or freaks maybe).
So the school year is over. Just finals to worry about now. And projects to finish.
To do:
Cultural Anth Paper
Japaness Paper
Found Object sculpture
Chess Sculpture
To study:
Cultural Anth
Japanese
Costumeing
Acting Shakespere
Thursday though was a great day. I have to sit down and figure out how it was that I was able to rock my monolouge. I didn't do it like an amazing actor but I finally revealed to the class. Instead of holding back all the emotions and keeping everything in I let it go. What I was feeling at that moment I let it out rather than holding it in. I just did. I showed a bit of my own truth.
It's taken way to long.