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I feel awful. Last night was awful. My eyes are sore and I never get any work done. Starting at like 10 last night my neighbors were up screaming at eachother, not even about anything. They just yell "fuck you bitch! suck my fucking dick or I'll punch you in the face!" and stuff like that and the woman yells back and stuff. Then people open their windows and tell them to be quiet and they throw glass bottles at them and say "I know where you live!" (haha) It makes me so uncomfortable. They did this until around 7 o'clock, by this time I gave up on sleeping anyways.
I also had like a panic attack kind of thing, and this has been happening a lot lately. Something upsetting will trigger it and then I just go crazy and can't focus on anything and get really upset about a bunch of things not even really connected to the thing that triggered it, etc. I keep like ripping off pieces of skin on my fingers/heels without realizing it.
I really don't want to go to school today but I've been missing out on school way too much so I have to go. Whatever, today is supposed to be a beautiful day.
I also had like a panic attack kind of thing, and this has been happening a lot lately. Something upsetting will trigger it and then I just go crazy and can't focus on anything and get really upset about a bunch of things not even really connected to the thing that triggered it, etc. I keep like ripping off pieces of skin on my fingers/heels without realizing it.
I really don't want to go to school today but I've been missing out on school way too much so I have to go. Whatever, today is supposed to be a beautiful day.