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I just found out
that my father was friends with William Burroughs and Allen Ginsberg.
And he was published in books
and a lot of other things.
It's ridiculous the things I never knew
and I really like how more keeps coming up everytime I come home
But at the same time I can't handle being here
Cause my mom has this boyfriend that is always around
and I still just can't handle it
It's selfish, but I don't want to see my mom moving on
even though it's been 15 years
15 years
cause I have this idea that you can never move on from real love
and these people aren't worth it
and I feel more mature than she is sometimes
but I was 5 years old and now I'm 20; what do I know about anything
Why have I created these ideas in my head
I just don't want to see it and
I'm not who I should have added up to be, so
I've gotta get out of here.
that my father was friends with William Burroughs and Allen Ginsberg.
And he was published in books
and a lot of other things.
It's ridiculous the things I never knew
and I really like how more keeps coming up everytime I come home
But at the same time I can't handle being here
Cause my mom has this boyfriend that is always around
and I still just can't handle it
It's selfish, but I don't want to see my mom moving on
even though it's been 15 years
15 years
cause I have this idea that you can never move on from real love
and these people aren't worth it
and I feel more mature than she is sometimes
but I was 5 years old and now I'm 20; what do I know about anything
Why have I created these ideas in my head
I just don't want to see it and
I'm not who I should have added up to be, so
I've gotta get out of here.