YAY!
so the kids and i are heading out to North Carolina!! im sooooo excited i can't wait. we're leaving march 12th and coming back on april 30th. im not looking forward to flying with 2 kids. omg that's going to suck soo bad but whatever. the total for 2 tickets was only $464!! we really can only afford 2 seats. so carter will just sit in my lap and nathan can be in his car seat in his own seat. hopefully no one sits besides us that way we can have an extra seat. *fingers crossed* we're traveling at night so the babies will sleep thank God!
i attempted to go shopping for clothes at the mall today. i left the mall crying. i got absolutely NOTHING! i felt like complete shit. as soon as i got home, i went for a jog. probably like 2 laps which is good for starting out. im going again tomorrow. i am down to 166 lbs so i have lost 4 lbs within almost 2 weeks or something. ahhhh so fucking depressing.
i've made up my mind to get my knuckles tattooed! i have a couple of ideas. and i think i want to get my neck tattooed also. yay for tattoos!
Nathan is CRAZY! the only time this baby is happy is when he's pressed up against me on the boppy pillow, either with my boob in his mouth or not. but any other positions during the day and he's not having it. hates the swing, hates the bouncer, hates his bassinet. we seriously hold him all day, its insane. im not used to that at all. i think he's just pissed off cus he was brought into this world by a pair of huge crazy tongs/salad tossers. whatever ppl call them. i still haven't seen what forceps look like.
my left hand has been numb and all tingly for about 2 hours now. i was in the shower and pressed on my back where the epidural was placed and as soon as i did it, my hand went numb!!! WTF?! i do have bruising and soreness there still but this is weird.
did anyone else's hands and wrists hurt from breastfeeding? my boobs weigh like 7 lbs each.
i attempted to go shopping for clothes at the mall today. i left the mall crying. i got absolutely NOTHING! i felt like complete shit. as soon as i got home, i went for a jog. probably like 2 laps which is good for starting out. im going again tomorrow. i am down to 166 lbs so i have lost 4 lbs within almost 2 weeks or something. ahhhh so fucking depressing.
i've made up my mind to get my knuckles tattooed! i have a couple of ideas. and i think i want to get my neck tattooed also. yay for tattoos!
Nathan is CRAZY! the only time this baby is happy is when he's pressed up against me on the boppy pillow, either with my boob in his mouth or not. but any other positions during the day and he's not having it. hates the swing, hates the bouncer, hates his bassinet. we seriously hold him all day, its insane. im not used to that at all. i think he's just pissed off cus he was brought into this world by a pair of huge crazy tongs/salad tossers. whatever ppl call them. i still haven't seen what forceps look like.
my left hand has been numb and all tingly for about 2 hours now. i was in the shower and pressed on my back where the epidural was placed and as soon as i did it, my hand went numb!!! WTF?! i do have bruising and soreness there still but this is weird.
did anyone else's hands and wrists hurt from breastfeeding? my boobs weigh like 7 lbs each.