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im so lost, i dont know what to do.
what are you supposed to do when you give someone everything, and then suddenly they just forget about it? its not something temporary. ive never done a thing of bad to you, not a thing. so what the hell is it? everythings been perfect, does god just hate me? why am i being punished? and then you begging for forgiveness doesnt make this any better. i just dont know what to do. i loved you...but how the hell do i feel now? why did you have to mess this up? why? things were perfect, why did you mess up??
it shouldnt my damn decision.
and i feel so alone. and i cant help it.
god. help me please.
what are you supposed to do when you give someone everything, and then suddenly they just forget about it? its not something temporary. ive never done a thing of bad to you, not a thing. so what the hell is it? everythings been perfect, does god just hate me? why am i being punished? and then you begging for forgiveness doesnt make this any better. i just dont know what to do. i loved you...but how the hell do i feel now? why did you have to mess this up? why? things were perfect, why did you mess up??
it shouldnt my damn decision.
and i feel so alone. and i cant help it.
god. help me please.