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im sorry...its not your fault im like this.
i dont know if you though it was to begin with.
im just upset...
im upset because i want it to be perfect...us to be perfect.
but i know theres no such thing.
but we so are...perfect that is...in so many ways.
but i ask myself why do i feel empty sometimes...like tonight.
i sat at the park by your house for 20 minutes.
staring at nothing.
im upset because i love you
but i question if you love me.
but i know you do.
im upset because im upset.
i have no reason to be.
and i know because i am, i could make you not want to be with me.
and thats the last thing i would ever want.
i dont know if you though it was to begin with.
im just upset...
im upset because i want it to be perfect...us to be perfect.
but i know theres no such thing.
but we so are...perfect that is...in so many ways.
but i ask myself why do i feel empty sometimes...like tonight.
i sat at the park by your house for 20 minutes.
staring at nothing.
im upset because i love you
but i question if you love me.
but i know you do.
im upset because im upset.
i have no reason to be.
and i know because i am, i could make you not want to be with me.
and thats the last thing i would ever want.