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k, so i guess its been a while
i was told i dont update enough, so here we go
uhm, so Laramie..went AMAZING....oh man.
opening night, was a bit rocky at some points, but it still smoothed over well
and by closing night, we all realised it was our last show, and that everything we would have been working towards for the past like 4 months was gonna come to an end...
so by my last monologue, i had to pull myself together and i kept telling myself "Romaine doesnt cry!!"
so i did it, but at the very last part, while looking at the town, i started crying..and then i saw that rachel was too..and we were like feeding off eachother's emotions..lol it was werid..especially becase she was on the other side. and then the bows..and talk backs...yea..i was still crying
it was soo sad..like, just to think that we were all gonna be seperated, and like to think that its all over...idk..it just hits you like a truck going at 100...
but yea..so that was just about 3 weeks ago..mb 2? i honestly dont know
so yea...and ever since laramie..my after school activities have consisted of NOTHING. man, its likle im just wandering around. its weird, cuz like, the WHOLE school year, im busy..like all the time. field hockey, basketball, and then the play...and like when it all stops..its just weird.
k...so then it was getting all werid with zoubi and I...like i dont know exactly what went on there...but we're cool now. we'll always be good friends.
K SO CREEEPY thing happend.
like 2 days ago...i was just thinking to myself..i was like..man, im kidna lonely and blah blah..but then i got thikning...like eff...im not gonna be all like, oh pity me, i dont have anyone..and just wait for something to come along. like...i wont go out looking, but if someone comes along, then hey...definately. im up for it.
SO...yesterday at work...lol, i feel like an idiot posting this...but wahtever
k, so regular day...boring..im tired...k, so like 5..this rly rly cute girl comes in..and im like omg...blushing like mad right. and like i could tell she was looking at me too...so..i dknto know..i got all weird..and i was trying to calm myself down..like "k, its just a girl..chill" but no.
man, im glad she didnt order a sandwich..i wouldnt have been able to get a word out..lol
newho, so one of my regulars comes in..and he notices what im doing..like she comes and buys a drink, and im soo blushing at this point..and he just laughs. so i threated to put jalapenos on his sandwich...
newho, so she leaves pretty much when he leaves...and then i just see them talking..and im like, "Oh Shit..what's he saying now?"
so then she like gets off her bike, runs over to the car, and talks to him a bit more...then she comes in...and by this point, i figure she's coming in..so i decided to draw circles on this little piece of paper...to make myself look busy..newho, long story short, he sent her in to talk to me...i gave her my number..and then we hung out today..for a long time.
it was rly fun..man i rly enjoyed myself..and it all happened so damn fast!! like..that was yesterday!
shes rly rly pretty. man. and like...k,nvm..
*cough* so that was my rant...lol
im trying not to have too many expectations...
k, so apart from that...i think im gonna convince my mom to move back into the city..i spend a ridiculous amount of money on gas...i hate it.
and also...15 days left of school. i was planning on having a bunch of trips and all...but im not sure. im prolly not going to edmonton...i mean i dont think i can afford it. jenny's going on the 12th of july..and thats only like 4 paychecks away...and i have to insure my car again at taht point...arg
but hopefully, hornby's still an option, and mb tafino..
mb ill work a lot afterall.
whatevs
newho, so to sum up. my days are now pointless...and i met someone pretty, and nice, and schools almost over..
lol. sounds good
i was told i dont update enough, so here we go
uhm, so Laramie..went AMAZING....oh man.
opening night, was a bit rocky at some points, but it still smoothed over well
and by closing night, we all realised it was our last show, and that everything we would have been working towards for the past like 4 months was gonna come to an end...
so by my last monologue, i had to pull myself together and i kept telling myself "Romaine doesnt cry!!"
so i did it, but at the very last part, while looking at the town, i started crying..and then i saw that rachel was too..and we were like feeding off eachother's emotions..lol it was werid..especially becase she was on the other side. and then the bows..and talk backs...yea..i was still crying
it was soo sad..like, just to think that we were all gonna be seperated, and like to think that its all over...idk..it just hits you like a truck going at 100...
but yea..so that was just about 3 weeks ago..mb 2? i honestly dont know
so yea...and ever since laramie..my after school activities have consisted of NOTHING. man, its likle im just wandering around. its weird, cuz like, the WHOLE school year, im busy..like all the time. field hockey, basketball, and then the play...and like when it all stops..its just weird.
k...so then it was getting all werid with zoubi and I...like i dont know exactly what went on there...but we're cool now. we'll always be good friends.
K SO CREEEPY thing happend.
like 2 days ago...i was just thinking to myself..i was like..man, im kidna lonely and blah blah..but then i got thikning...like eff...im not gonna be all like, oh pity me, i dont have anyone..and just wait for something to come along. like...i wont go out looking, but if someone comes along, then hey...definately. im up for it.
SO...yesterday at work...lol, i feel like an idiot posting this...but wahtever
k, so regular day...boring..im tired...k, so like 5..this rly rly cute girl comes in..and im like omg...blushing like mad right. and like i could tell she was looking at me too...so..i dknto know..i got all weird..and i was trying to calm myself down..like "k, its just a girl..chill" but no.
man, im glad she didnt order a sandwich..i wouldnt have been able to get a word out..lol
newho, so one of my regulars comes in..and he notices what im doing..like she comes and buys a drink, and im soo blushing at this point..and he just laughs. so i threated to put jalapenos on his sandwich...
newho, so she leaves pretty much when he leaves...and then i just see them talking..and im like, "Oh Shit..what's he saying now?"
so then she like gets off her bike, runs over to the car, and talks to him a bit more...then she comes in...and by this point, i figure she's coming in..so i decided to draw circles on this little piece of paper...to make myself look busy..newho, long story short, he sent her in to talk to me...i gave her my number..and then we hung out today..for a long time.
it was rly fun..man i rly enjoyed myself..and it all happened so damn fast!! like..that was yesterday!
shes rly rly pretty. man. and like...k,nvm..
*cough* so that was my rant...lol
im trying not to have too many expectations...
k, so apart from that...i think im gonna convince my mom to move back into the city..i spend a ridiculous amount of money on gas...i hate it.
and also...15 days left of school. i was planning on having a bunch of trips and all...but im not sure. im prolly not going to edmonton...i mean i dont think i can afford it. jenny's going on the 12th of july..and thats only like 4 paychecks away...and i have to insure my car again at taht point...arg
but hopefully, hornby's still an option, and mb tafino..
mb ill work a lot afterall.
whatevs
newho, so to sum up. my days are now pointless...and i met someone pretty, and nice, and schools almost over..
lol. sounds good