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oh man..k srsly..my time is slipping away again
but at the same time, i love it
its gonna be weird when laramie's done with, and i wont rly have anything to do after school
itll be nice..but werid
so ths wknd was quite hectic
yesterday, after a 5 hr rehersal, the cast was all invited to liz's house for dinner. which was amazing, and we all love her for it
we squeezed 5 ppl in my little pony...which was illegal on so many levels.
1. im only supposed to have ONE person
2.we took my N out of its case, to draw away attention...but which could have gotten me in more trouble.
3.the middle seat in the back...isnt actually a seat..
poor little hannah..sat seatbelt-less...
wait. no, her and mia shared
anyhow, so liz's directions took us to gonzales beach. and we figured we were rly quite early, as some people had to walk, and we drove pretty much right away. so...we parked right by the beach, and frollicked about. we ran on the rocks, rachel and alex were running around like kids...it was good.
we talked about deep, important things...such as having sex with mother nature. and how rachel would be uncomfortable, because she's usually the dominant one.
so finally, at liz's house...we all try and take in this AMAZING place...
srsly..amazing. its right on the water...and i mean RIGHT on the water. freaking fantastic. huuge windows looking into the sunset, and..just an amazing house.
so, dinner rolls around..and we all sit around talking
i discoverd something new about david which i had no idea about...i dont quite see him in the same light anymore
then hannah and i went down to the swing and talked.
i then realised that it was like 10:20 and i should head home. so i drove hannah home, then to zoubis. (pretty much my home.) unfortunately..i got to zoubi's rly late. but, we still had a good talk.
i love that girl. unfortunately..taht was the last time i will ever sleep in that house.
she's moving on monday. im rly going to miss that house...there's a lot of memories attached...that i dont really want to let go of.
an amazing girl taht one. dont know what id do without her. as much as it feels like i havent been there for her recently...she's still there with me. no matter what.
another qutie amazing person, is hannah. i must say. man. theres something about her...
i love how i can just..be a complete idiot and she wont even care. love it.
oh man things are CONFUSING.
i dont even know half the things taht are going on with me...oh man
like..im stuck between two places...pretty much literaly.
well..people in 2 different places.
im not sure what to think of myself, or what im going to do.
have i let things go too far already?
see..i dont know.
im just letting things happen, which has seemed to be my theme these days.."whatever happens, happens. just let it"
but the question is..am i willing to let go?
thats it. thats just it.
i dont know.
but i should.
yea..i know i make no sense...
im kind of glad it doesnt.
k, so where i was actually going with this entry, when it started...was that laramie is hectic.
but i love it. i think my characters are really coming along
but srlsy...the next week and a half...INSANE!!!
im looking forward to the 6.5 hour days...and then the one 14 hours.
but i think it will be a really good show.
im going to make another post, probably tomoro or the next day, advertising it.
so that EVERYONE comes.
yes. tahts right..you too.
i love how everyone in the cast has become..kind of like a family.
thats one thing i love about shows, and spending all this time doing this. everyone grows together. and its really great.
so this summer...is going to be amazing.
planning several trips..all probably wont happen..but hopefully
edmonton, hornby, tafino and mayybe even california.
yuo never know tho.
but for that all to happen..i need money..and that means i need to work lots. more..than i do.
so i doubt that will all happen, as nice as it would be...
good night to everyone
but at the same time, i love it
its gonna be weird when laramie's done with, and i wont rly have anything to do after school
itll be nice..but werid
so ths wknd was quite hectic
yesterday, after a 5 hr rehersal, the cast was all invited to liz's house for dinner. which was amazing, and we all love her for it
we squeezed 5 ppl in my little pony...which was illegal on so many levels.
1. im only supposed to have ONE person
2.we took my N out of its case, to draw away attention...but which could have gotten me in more trouble.
3.the middle seat in the back...isnt actually a seat..
poor little hannah..sat seatbelt-less...
wait. no, her and mia shared
anyhow, so liz's directions took us to gonzales beach. and we figured we were rly quite early, as some people had to walk, and we drove pretty much right away. so...we parked right by the beach, and frollicked about. we ran on the rocks, rachel and alex were running around like kids...it was good.
we talked about deep, important things...such as having sex with mother nature. and how rachel would be uncomfortable, because she's usually the dominant one.
so finally, at liz's house...we all try and take in this AMAZING place...
srsly..amazing. its right on the water...and i mean RIGHT on the water. freaking fantastic. huuge windows looking into the sunset, and..just an amazing house.
so, dinner rolls around..and we all sit around talking
i discoverd something new about david which i had no idea about...i dont quite see him in the same light anymore
then hannah and i went down to the swing and talked.
i then realised that it was like 10:20 and i should head home. so i drove hannah home, then to zoubis. (pretty much my home.) unfortunately..i got to zoubi's rly late. but, we still had a good talk.
i love that girl. unfortunately..taht was the last time i will ever sleep in that house.
she's moving on monday. im rly going to miss that house...there's a lot of memories attached...that i dont really want to let go of.
an amazing girl taht one. dont know what id do without her. as much as it feels like i havent been there for her recently...she's still there with me. no matter what.
another qutie amazing person, is hannah. i must say. man. theres something about her...
i love how i can just..be a complete idiot and she wont even care. love it.
oh man things are CONFUSING.
i dont even know half the things taht are going on with me...oh man
like..im stuck between two places...pretty much literaly.
well..people in 2 different places.
im not sure what to think of myself, or what im going to do.
have i let things go too far already?
see..i dont know.
im just letting things happen, which has seemed to be my theme these days.."whatever happens, happens. just let it"
but the question is..am i willing to let go?
thats it. thats just it.
i dont know.
but i should.
yea..i know i make no sense...
im kind of glad it doesnt.
k, so where i was actually going with this entry, when it started...was that laramie is hectic.
but i love it. i think my characters are really coming along
but srlsy...the next week and a half...INSANE!!!
im looking forward to the 6.5 hour days...and then the one 14 hours.
but i think it will be a really good show.
im going to make another post, probably tomoro or the next day, advertising it.
so that EVERYONE comes.
yes. tahts right..you too.
i love how everyone in the cast has become..kind of like a family.
thats one thing i love about shows, and spending all this time doing this. everyone grows together. and its really great.
so this summer...is going to be amazing.
planning several trips..all probably wont happen..but hopefully
edmonton, hornby, tafino and mayybe even california.
yuo never know tho.
but for that all to happen..i need money..and that means i need to work lots. more..than i do.
so i doubt that will all happen, as nice as it would be...
good night to everyone