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[unseen_dk]

so right now im in brownsville...kinda boring.. but kinda fun. I here alone. My family stayed in Laredo. I feel wierd. After such an emo week and being sad and stuff, now im just really happy. II dont know like i just cant help but smile for stupid stuff. I relized, that even though elliott hurt me, It doesnt matter. I have no regrets about meeting him, or falling for him, or even finding out that he didnt care. Im happy now to know that he didnt care, because it just helped me see that he wanst the one for me, and thats a good thing. So i wanted to say thank you. Thank u elliott for introducing me to such fucking badass people (jj, cris, marco, again) and thank you so much for just being who u were. If i wouldnt of picked u up that day. I wouldnt have known the real u and i would still believe that you cared. I would still be after a false hope. Now im just letting things happen...thanks so much, because of u i was able to make new friends and let myself talk to...nvm :D :D i have this funny little feeling in my heart, and butterflies in my stomatch...not for you or because of u but because ur gone, I feel better.

Anyways with that said Yesterday i went to the mall it was fun i bought this cute shirt that says "angelic outside, devilish inside" it has a monkey on it woot. And today i went to the dollar movies, yes its gehtto but whatever i watched anityville horror. Its a bit overrated. Its not that good anf my cousin thought it sucked.. i just think its alright. I got home and my cousin got on the phone with her boyfriend i checked my email, and i got an email that made me smile...Anyhoo the end.