not lost

[unseen2]

you held your head high
you caved to my request
you jumped on the next train home
gave me all you got
a lasted dream
before you fell apart

you don't need a thing
from anyone
you told me your vices and
what she said about you
you hated her tone
the judgement for your judgement
and lowkey

i agree

we saw the world on our own time
in different timelines
never the same timezone
until you were standing in my driveway
held my hand under the streetlight
carried me home
you left nothing unsaid

my chest leaps
skips and dies
plummets
at the thought of you standing here again
like you did
an excrutiating pain

knowing we've grown so far
a new decade
you can't be
the same as you were
holding my face
in the silence