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i know i said i would be going to bed BuT i am on it and im wide awake.. maybe ill rrad mango in a bit idk.
so. monday. on monday i was rushing to school after ""completing"" my half-assed pastel art piece, and when i reached the bus interchange, guess who got on the queue behind me. sewing partner.
mood ruined. day ruined. everything ruined bc i had to take a 1h bus ride w him. coincidentally, it started pouring the moment we got on the bus.
he was wearing such an ugly hat too, i didnt even ubderstand why. it didnt match his outfit at all so i assumed it was for practical reasons but it wasnt sunny either so...
we got off the bus at HIS usual stop (many stops past mine), and i thought we were going to wait for the next bus to take us to school, so i waited with tthe other students the stop. he marched (thats how he walks to me... to be exact its a cross between a march and a walk. its like hes unhappily stomping off all the time.??) right past me and the bus stop and walked ahead. i called his name (he ignored me) and i followed him (fuckig embarrassed that all the students saw me being ignored after waiting for a bus that i wasnt even going to take).
he was metres ahead and i was rushing and tired. i was so fucking pissed. i was swearing under my breath and most of it got csrried off by the strong winds that were blowing towards us. all i couls think about was how much i hated this guy and how much he annoyed me
i finally caught up with him at the traffic light and i asked him why he didnt takr the bus to school. he told me he had motion sickness and actually felt like puking right then. i thought how he couldve told me this on the bus or even at the bus stop instead of walkibg off withoit me so rudely.
i wanted si badly for him to start puking in the middle of the road.
we continued to walk as it started to drizzle. we walked faster but i kept my distanxe from him bc i wanted to glare at his back. that, and i didnt want peoplr to know wthat we knew each other.
i rly enjoy walks and i thought about how much i wouldve njoyed this one if i had veen alone.
being mad at him made me forget ny problems for a whike? and the accompanying gray skies calmed me dkkwn more.
i dont rememvr anything elseand im dozing off si iill go skrrp sg.
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