My monthly day of self pity.
I have been so freaking lonely lately. I havnt dated in two years, the thought of going up and talking to someone my own age gives me a siezure of anxiety, and I dont know what my work schedule will be ever. My saturday night usually falls on Tuesday afternoon.
I have no idea how to fix this, and have been hearing a world of "join a book club at the public library" type suggestions, but I do not even know if that would help. I am also sick of my family telling me how lucky I am, how great my job is, ect.
I still feel like the sixth grade loser all grown up who still has no money or power. I do not even know how to schedule doctors apointments without a regular work schedule.
In other news, I have health insurance. Now I just need an apartment, a new car and about a dozen cats to complete my new life.
I have no idea how to fix this, and have been hearing a world of "join a book club at the public library" type suggestions, but I do not even know if that would help. I am also sick of my family telling me how lucky I am, how great my job is, ect.
I still feel like the sixth grade loser all grown up who still has no money or power. I do not even know how to schedule doctors apointments without a regular work schedule.
In other news, I have health insurance. Now I just need an apartment, a new car and about a dozen cats to complete my new life.