who do they see?

Nov 21, 2010 14:41

So I try my best to be normal and interactive which is very unlike last semester. This culture is so different from what I'm accustomed interacting with. The adjustment process is taking longer than I would hope. I keep thinking of the end result of my times at Cedar Point and how respected I was as a person and as a leader, and I desire that same respect from people here. I have to remind myself that all my summers at Cedar Point were not spent with such status. I started off very much at the bottom of the roller coaster chain and eventually worked my way up, but not as fast as I would have liked. I should expect the journey to be similar. Of course I'm also getting negative energy as I did at Cedar Point. The creeper has his eyes on my. I guess you have to start somewhere and trade in.

Many people here can be full of themselves. It makes it difficult for me to appreciate their presence and I forget that the age difference is so vast. It doesn't seem like it should make much difference.
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