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Have you ever cared about someone so much it made your heart hurt just to think about them? Or felt like you would give anything just to see them at 3 am? If you havent I feel sorry for you. It's a weird feeling though, it's like youre happy yet at the same time you hurt. Its not a bad kind of hurt though thats the most confusing part, it seems like you would want the dull acheing in your chest to stop but you want it to last forever. I really cant describe the feeling, I guess its love. I didnt think you could be in love at my age but Im sure I am. I've been so confused lately...but its a good confused, a happy confused. Ive been happier than usual lately which is weird b/c Im a happy person anyway. I dunno, this entry was kind of pointless b/c I cant describe my feeling.