Dear Journal
I am really really sick. Which means i'm probably not going to Pistolita. It sucks i know. but in a way i think it's good. So i wont be too sad on Saturday. I am still really depressed and i still feel really left out. Like the group i hang out with at lunch/break... Sarah, Farria , Morgan, and Veronica they're all really close... and then there's me. They never really invite me to do stuff with them and the only time they really talk to me is if they want money or a ride somewhere or if they want someones sn or El Jay. I'm feeling left out like this is not where i'm supposed to be. I just want to go away and start all over so i dont feel like this anymore.