so sad
sitting here listening to my heart cry aloud in this misery place screaming for someone to help me but yet no one comes to my rescue.
i beg of you to stay and yet thank god that you linger so close to my side always in my heart. you say that you will come back and if you do i will then know that you were mine and i will always be here dying for you to stay.
i am so immature i called your phone knowing you will not answer but listen to your answering machine hanging on your every word anyways.
the coldness in the room goes along agreeing with the feelings in my heart i am in love i havent been in love before and this is my first and it is painfull i now know what i am to do well what i want to do with my life. and it includes you of coarse here my desperate calling for the one i want to hold.
I see you for the last time and you hold me so close as i listen to your heart beat rapidly against my ear and the tears roll down my face and all you know to do is hold me tighter and let me pour my love onto you!! You tell me that you love me for the first time with out hesitating and i cry harder bc the one i love has finally loved me back, finally afer 6 months i am loved back :""""(
and i passionatly i kiss your beautifull face and you smile so gently. all my trust falls deep into your arms. then as the time is runnig out you finally yank the necklace that i have wanted so since the first day i saw you wearing it off of your cried on neck and hand it towards me saying here sweetheart and i cry harder and i said what made you give it to me and you gently say well i plan to come back and get the one wearing it; you look me deeply into my eyes and one last time kiss my wet reddened face and say i love you softly touch my hand and start to walk off as i fall to my knees crying what is left of my heart out you walk away look back and see me drop your head and go on your way and i still am on my knees waiting until you come back to pick me up off of the ground
i beg of you to stay and yet thank god that you linger so close to my side always in my heart. you say that you will come back and if you do i will then know that you were mine and i will always be here dying for you to stay.
i am so immature i called your phone knowing you will not answer but listen to your answering machine hanging on your every word anyways.
the coldness in the room goes along agreeing with the feelings in my heart i am in love i havent been in love before and this is my first and it is painfull i now know what i am to do well what i want to do with my life. and it includes you of coarse here my desperate calling for the one i want to hold.
I see you for the last time and you hold me so close as i listen to your heart beat rapidly against my ear and the tears roll down my face and all you know to do is hold me tighter and let me pour my love onto you!! You tell me that you love me for the first time with out hesitating and i cry harder bc the one i love has finally loved me back, finally afer 6 months i am loved back :""""(
and i passionatly i kiss your beautifull face and you smile so gently. all my trust falls deep into your arms. then as the time is runnig out you finally yank the necklace that i have wanted so since the first day i saw you wearing it off of your cried on neck and hand it towards me saying here sweetheart and i cry harder and i said what made you give it to me and you gently say well i plan to come back and get the one wearing it; you look me deeply into my eyes and one last time kiss my wet reddened face and say i love you softly touch my hand and start to walk off as i fall to my knees crying what is left of my heart out you walk away look back and see me drop your head and go on your way and i still am on my knees waiting until you come back to pick me up off of the ground