did the heart shine your way?
welp as in my question posted for you "Did the heart shine your way?"
well today was the worst VD I ever had. I think that the only other person that i tell them that i love them is using me once again but i have to find out the rest of the puzzle peices.I just dont know what to do any more i dont feel like i used to. i feel as if i have to figure out the world. I need to know what i have to do. you know? find out the things that I am missing well not like the things that i dont have but the things that i dont understand; the things that i am missing the knowledge of. i will just have to wait though until they reveal themselves or start searching i really really really really need logan right now i want to hold him again just as if it was the first time and there would never be a last omg i moss him so much i put his VD present in a box i am going to send it out in the morning i just wish that i could take it to him and i wouldn't even need to think about him being so far away.
yea today has been a vey shitty day ppl think that it is so funny that someones mom could have died idk y it got to me that bad but it did they just dont even know. then the whole im the one that got her those flowers thing broke my heart. and then oooooo god i saw the stupid bitch that played logan and trevor ooooo god omg i almost wrote something about her dying that was mean. and i dont get to spend today with the only person i would really want to spend it with ggaaaaaaaasssshhhhhh i hate the thing called love. even though i love the thought of love but it hurts to bad i dont ever want to fall in love again i haved loved two people i have been in love with one person
i am still confused and dont think that i can right any more with out crying.............
NOTE TO SELF AND TO ALL:if you know that the guy has a gf and he is hitting it up on you that means as much as you think that you love him if him and his gf ever brake up DONT EVER GO WITH HIM even if it is the hardest thing that you will ever have to do just know that if he would do it with you while he had a gf what makes you think that he wont do the same thing to another young girl that wanted to fit in and use her to just like he did you ......... WELL HE WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well today was the worst VD I ever had. I think that the only other person that i tell them that i love them is using me once again but i have to find out the rest of the puzzle peices.I just dont know what to do any more i dont feel like i used to. i feel as if i have to figure out the world. I need to know what i have to do. you know? find out the things that I am missing well not like the things that i dont have but the things that i dont understand; the things that i am missing the knowledge of. i will just have to wait though until they reveal themselves or start searching i really really really really need logan right now i want to hold him again just as if it was the first time and there would never be a last omg i moss him so much i put his VD present in a box i am going to send it out in the morning i just wish that i could take it to him and i wouldn't even need to think about him being so far away.
yea today has been a vey shitty day ppl think that it is so funny that someones mom could have died idk y it got to me that bad but it did they just dont even know. then the whole im the one that got her those flowers thing broke my heart. and then oooooo god i saw the stupid bitch that played logan and trevor ooooo god omg i almost wrote something about her dying that was mean. and i dont get to spend today with the only person i would really want to spend it with ggaaaaaaaasssshhhhhh i hate the thing called love. even though i love the thought of love but it hurts to bad i dont ever want to fall in love again i haved loved two people i have been in love with one person
i am still confused and dont think that i can right any more with out crying.............
NOTE TO SELF AND TO ALL:if you know that the guy has a gf and he is hitting it up on you that means as much as you think that you love him if him and his gf ever brake up DONT EVER GO WITH HIM even if it is the hardest thing that you will ever have to do just know that if he would do it with you while he had a gf what makes you think that he wont do the same thing to another young girl that wanted to fit in and use her to just like he did you ......... WELL HE WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!