UM to see the future is to know your past,,...,,..,,..,,..,,..,,

[unreturned_love]

I talked to logan last night and it broke my heart again. every time that i hear his voice it makes the memories of us come back to me as if i was there all over again. it hurts like a pain unfelt unexplainable no one will ever understand the way that i feel. gaaaaaahhhhhh he told me that now he dont know if he is coming back i told him to promise me that he would come back for me
but he couldnt do it he said that he would come back to visit, but what he dont know is that he is still my world inside of me that is the only thing that i am breathing off of . he is the air that catches my breath he told me that he loved me before i just wished that he really did * if i start to sink will you dive in and rescue me* i would do anything for him in a heart beat. he said that one way or another he would be there for me if i needed him wich he just dont know just how much i need him right now i need someone to hold i feel so useless in this cold world ugly used and unwanted yet i dont know i just need something to hold on to. i just dont have much to hold on to i really need a hug of reassurance no one to save me anymore he was the light of my dreams the heart of my soul i dont know what i am to do samantha told brittany and becky what i was doing to myself. and they got mad i just need some one to hold me and tell me that i am needed i am sorry if this sounds like a pitty note but i am screaming at the top of my throat for someone to help me and no one bothers to listen