this is for all you lovers out there
so pretty much my life is swell.
summative suck ass.
i hate them.
i should probably do them though.
gosh darn it. oh well. so yeah.
today was pretty good i guess, last night was carazy.
i went out with shane and it was chillz
even though supposedly the group of them don't like this girl...
why hang out with someone if you don't like them?
i mean like talk rudely in front of 'em style.
oh well at least that's not my life, even though i have a feeling it will be in a while, not that i want it to be i think it's just going to happen like that.
i don't think i want it though, so it probably won't happen.
no hug, meaning hug meaning the bum and i still haven't come to terms and i think i'll do that soon because i can't take getting passed around but not in the same way kinda thing. it's werid to explain so i'll just leave it at that.
i realized that i touch my nose a lot when i'm nervous.
i did it A LOT last night and i did it today a lot too, i'm not quite sure what it is.
haha! i just remembered to turn off the timer on my stereo so that it doesn't wake me up at 7:30.
raj still isn't home yet.
m-dawg and a-dawg didn't leave until 8:30 at least.
and it was only because m-dawg was almost falling asleep beside me.
i think the highlight of our time alone was:
"what's she doing?"
"he's making dinner"
"the dog can't make fuckin dinner!"
and
"i'm fuckin drunk man"
"shut up and play"
"but i can't see the fuckin cards man!"
oh man m-dawg you are the pimp masta.
george is gone, it's kinda sad but kinda not because he's not suffering.
joanna was the one that talked at the memorial service and i was the first person she mentioned. and i couldn't take it.
i could barely sing the first song let alone think about being needed that much.
i guess it never really shows how much you were loved until you're gone or that person fades away.
that's what always happens.
that's just life.
♥
dax
the end
p.s come home
p.p.s i miss you
p.p.p.s you've faded away
summative suck ass.
i hate them.
i should probably do them though.
gosh darn it. oh well. so yeah.
today was pretty good i guess, last night was carazy.
i went out with shane and it was chillz
even though supposedly the group of them don't like this girl...
why hang out with someone if you don't like them?
i mean like talk rudely in front of 'em style.
oh well at least that's not my life, even though i have a feeling it will be in a while, not that i want it to be i think it's just going to happen like that.
i don't think i want it though, so it probably won't happen.
no hug, meaning hug meaning the bum and i still haven't come to terms and i think i'll do that soon because i can't take getting passed around but not in the same way kinda thing. it's werid to explain so i'll just leave it at that.
i realized that i touch my nose a lot when i'm nervous.
i did it A LOT last night and i did it today a lot too, i'm not quite sure what it is.
haha! i just remembered to turn off the timer on my stereo so that it doesn't wake me up at 7:30.
raj still isn't home yet.
m-dawg and a-dawg didn't leave until 8:30 at least.
and it was only because m-dawg was almost falling asleep beside me.
i think the highlight of our time alone was:
"what's she doing?"
"he's making dinner"
"the dog can't make fuckin dinner!"
and
"i'm fuckin drunk man"
"shut up and play"
"but i can't see the fuckin cards man!"
oh man m-dawg you are the pimp masta.
george is gone, it's kinda sad but kinda not because he's not suffering.
joanna was the one that talked at the memorial service and i was the first person she mentioned. and i couldn't take it.
i could barely sing the first song let alone think about being needed that much.
i guess it never really shows how much you were loved until you're gone or that person fades away.
that's what always happens.
that's just life.
♥
dax
the end
p.s come home
p.p.s i miss you
p.p.p.s you've faded away