I am so angry

[unrequitedluv77]

I'm sick of people calling me judgemental and condensending.

I'm sick of "friends" talking about my ministry and teaching style behind my back.

I'm sick of never, ever doing something I want to do when we're in a group of people. Like see a movie or play a sinlge game of Taboo.

I hate that almost every single one of my friends from churches in the past and literally married and most now have children.

I hate stupid guys who call me perfect and yet don't know a single thing about my faith. And fight and fight and fight and fight me about it.

I hate when people love me so much for months and hug me all the time, and then disapear.
Like I'm a fad or a winter jacket.

I am burning up right now. I want to destroy something.

I guess I am going to go pray. Get on my knees and just pray.
I can't stand this world.