Aug 13, 2005 21:01
I am left with nothing.
Karma's a bitch, isn't it?
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I broke up with my current girlfriend. J does not want me. In fact, she is emphatic enough about this to make sure her parents call me and reiterate, and even come to see me personally to tell me to leave their daughter alone. How sweet. I try to contact her for the second time in a year, and now I'm a creepy stalker? Bullshit.
So here I am:
"I'm as broken as humpty dumpty,
as lost as the Lion and the Unicorn...
but it's all my own invention.
Long live my lovely Queen Alice!
I'm now scared, alone, and shaking.
From this dream I'll soon be waking...
but tell me... which dreamed it?"
Part of a poem that was a tribute to Wonderland, but seems to describe the situation at current pretty well. That, or the word "fuck."