call this the pre-trip syndrome
one moment im scared by horror stories from others
the next moment i cant wait to get out and travel on my own adventure
then i can't get over the fact that i'll be oh-so-lonely over there
probably why i get mad lately if my plans get cancelled (so please do pardon me!)
cos i really wanted it to be perfect before i go
doing my favourite activities, eating all my singapore cravings (tauhuayed THRICE in a wk, went out at 11pm just for Udders' Orange Choc Bitters, bishan chicken rice) [many more cravings like far east's unagi don, japanese sashimi buffet, xlb buffet, chilli crabs, salted egg crabs, bugis carrot cake, grandma's curry..]
i know this is silly when im just going for like 4.5 mths?
ignore this post if you find me exaggerating or annoying.. but it's like a brand new semester in front of me!
different culture, different people, different ideas on a different land with no one that i could really trust.
it's not as if my best friend is there by my side.
I'M ON MY OWN on a land where guns are legal.
it's almost like when you grow older.. you start to think more.
too much for your own good at times.
i think im blogging more often lately to pen down all these emotions that are overcoming me.
it's frigging 8 days. im scared.
the next moment i cant wait to get out and travel on my own adventure
then i can't get over the fact that i'll be oh-so-lonely over there
probably why i get mad lately if my plans get cancelled (so please do pardon me!)
cos i really wanted it to be perfect before i go
doing my favourite activities, eating all my singapore cravings (tauhuayed THRICE in a wk, went out at 11pm just for Udders' Orange Choc Bitters, bishan chicken rice) [many more cravings like far east's unagi don, japanese sashimi buffet, xlb buffet, chilli crabs, salted egg crabs, bugis carrot cake, grandma's curry..]
i know this is silly when im just going for like 4.5 mths?
ignore this post if you find me exaggerating or annoying.. but it's like a brand new semester in front of me!
different culture, different people, different ideas on a different land with no one that i could really trust.
it's not as if my best friend is there by my side.
I'M ON MY OWN on a land where guns are legal.
it's almost like when you grow older.. you start to think more.
too much for your own good at times.
i think im blogging more often lately to pen down all these emotions that are overcoming me.
it's frigging 8 days. im scared.