I hate me...
Jacob was going to hang out with me today but that fell through because he can't be bothered to get up before 4 pm. Its ok... rejection and hopelessness is just a fact of life i guess. Like being turned down for 18 different jobs this summer, having Mike break up with me. Not being able to pick someone up in a club or anything if I go alone, i have to rely on others... but thats probably not going to happen anyway because they all are too busy in their little gay lives. Thats ok though, I don't like most of what they like so its hard to touch bases or have anything in common....