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Well, I haven't written here for a little bit so I guess nows as good a time as any to start. Didja ever have one of those times when you're kind of just meh? I mean, you want to do things but once you get down and try, nothing comes out... or you want to be with people, but the only people you can stand are the ones who've been your "bestest" friends? Holidays are fun but this year seems flat. I can't really describe it, but some decorations haven't been put up and I'm frankly kind of bored with everything. Mom seems kind of depressed to do anything but really nag me about everything under the sun so I kind of try and be away from that as much as possible. I've been hanging with Thomas but whenever we're together I know he's attracted to me. I'm afraid I'd do something I just don't feel comfortable committing to... *sigh* I don't just have those feelings for him. Eeah, angst! lol Christmas shopping is a joke cuz I don't have any money so its really hard to find/make things. At least I have that filing job so maybe I can get enough money by christmas to get a few things for other people... well, its not much but its enough.