Zooming out...
Everything seems to be going well with getting myself in to college. I have a lot of paperwork to read, and I seem to be on a good track to getting a job. I even might of discovered a rather comical solution to my sound problem in Ubuntu.
But, that hasn't been helping my mood any. I almost cried yesterday about something I wouldn't think I'd cry over. I can no longer find the will, motivation, and drive to write. Part of me thinks that I'm just forcing myself in to trying to write and is probably right. On top of that, I slowly starting to have a crisis of identity (if you'd like to talk to me about this, please talk to me on MSN) to the point where I'm not entirely sure who I am.
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maybe if I survive all of this I'll actually get to have fun with my friends again.
But, that hasn't been helping my mood any. I almost cried yesterday about something I wouldn't think I'd cry over. I can no longer find the will, motivation, and drive to write. Part of me thinks that I'm just forcing myself in to trying to write and is probably right. On top of that, I slowly starting to have a crisis of identity (if you'd like to talk to me about this, please talk to me on MSN) to the point where I'm not entirely sure who I am.
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maybe if I survive all of this I'll actually get to have fun with my friends again.