[16] I can’t be Without You [Nichkhun/Wooyoung]
Title: I can’t be Without You
Main Character: Nichkhun and Wooyoung
Pairing: Khunyoung
Warning: Yaoi!
Word count: 2,037
Prompt 1: “When you’re too in love to let it go | But if you never try you’ll never know | Just what you’re worth” Fix You - Coldplay
Prompt 2: http://i.imgur.com/eBVdAHa.jpg
Prompt 3: Misunderstanding
A happy radiant smile was presented to the person in front of him as the former couldn’t help but smile back to him as his cheeks was caressed by the warm fingers of his lover. He was just so happy and couldn’t help but spread his arms and wrapped them around the former neck and leaned to peck the tempting lips.
“Baby, why are you so happy today?” asked the former as he rubbed his nose to the younger hair, inhale the sweet scent of the boy. Without answering him, the younger just snuggle his face to the former neck. He loved the former so much that he couldn’t imagine his life without the warmness of his lover. The secured feels whenever he is in the former arms and the love he feels every time they were together and even not. He knew that his lover loves him as much as he does.
I love you
A small whisper made him grinned on the former skin as he felt a pair of secured arms around his waist tightened as he cuddled closer towards the older. A small smile appeared on the older lips loving that his baby was so happy with him.
-xoxoxoxoxoxo-
Tears stricken down his face as he glared at the supposed to be lover.
“You fucker! Why? Why me? Why now when I already love you this much? Why bastard?” he hit the older chest as his energy drained with his sobs. His wrists were then held by the older.
“I’m not, you got it wrong baby, I- ”
“Don’t baby me! I’m not your baby, what is wrong? I saw it right in front of my eyes! You can’t just lie to me. The truth was right in front of my eyes,” he almost yelled at the former but his sobs beat everything. “You… you k-… you kissed her,” he said in between sobs. The former couldn’t stand anymore as he tried to hug the younger but his attempt failed as the younger pushed him away making his heart shattered.
What can I do Wooyoung? You got it wrong
The former then walked forward towards the younger. “She the one who kissed me, I’ve pushed her away!” he tried to explain but the younger just too engrossed with his cries.
“Go, I don’t wanna hear all of your lies, leave me alone Nichkhun,” Don’t go was what his heart said. Nichkhun could feel his heart almost stop beating when the request was out from Wooyoung’s lips. He stumbled back few steps.
“B-but Wooyoung, I-“
“Just go, I don’t wanna see you after you lied to me all this times. I hate you,” I hate you. Nichkhun tears finally gave up as flow of tears formed with the dropped of his tears. “Wooyoung I’m sorry, I’ll go now but remember this, I love you and nothing can change that, not even Victoria, take your time,” he gained his strength despite his broken heart. Nichkhun walked towards the younger direction and wiped the tears from the soft chubby cheeks.
Stop crying, I can’t see you like this
He was relieved that Wooyoung didn’t push him away but just let him do what he want. He kissed the younger cheeks for the last time before whisper to the younger ears…
I love you
And he walked to the apartment door and went away with his tears that flow without stop even he tried to wiped them away.
The moment the door clicked means that Nichkhun was out, wooyoung burst out into pool of tears as he cried and keep on crying while whispering Nichkhun’s name in agony. He can’t hold himself anymore. He loves Nichkhun so much. The scene was so heartbreaking when the girl kissed him. Nichkhun was his and now he’s gone.
Nichkhun… Nichkhun… Nichkhun… I need you
He knew he let the love of his life go but he can’t face him and recalled the memories of the kiss. He might hate the older. He crouched down as he kept crying until he fell asleep on the floor of his living room.
-xoxoxoxoxoxo-
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
It was past midnight in a room of a particular guy in Seoul. He couldn’t even sleep even if he tried and he was tired but hell, it was hard for him to get his sleep. He leant on the headboard of the bed, listening to the particular song by Coldplay - Fix You.
“When you get what you want, but not what you need,” he scoffed preventing himself from choking his own tears. He missed him, indeed, so much that it hurt. He missed him, that particular boy that he loves so dearly until now but…
They’re no longer together.
Stuck in reverse
And the tears streaming down your face
When you lose something that you can’t replace
When you lose someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
He couldn’t help it but let the tears streaming down his cheeks. “I love you, I love you, I love you,” he cried out. It’s been three weeks and he couldn’t help missing that particular person that had changed his life.
“Comeback please,” he hold onto his phone, having the feeling to call that person but he didn’t have the guts. The tears wouldn’t stop but it gushed out from his eyes like it never before.
Three weeks, three weeks without him, three weeks without his laugh, his adorable smiles, his cheeks and cute acts, it just three weeks of nothing. Regretting his decision agreed with the request of the person to let him go. He cried to sleep, only if he got one.
Life was being so horrible for a guy like him, for a guy namely…
Nichkhun Buck Horverjkul.
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high above or down below
It’s been the nth time he tried. He wanted to be back to that particular person. He loves him too much that it hurt until now. He wanted him back.
“I’m coming back home, my home which is to be with you,” he said to himself as he stared at the wallpaper of his phone, displaying his picture with the guy he loves so dearly. His legs were guiding him, his heart was anticipating but his mind was hesitating. That’s what made him turned back and regretting again and again.
Jumped on his bed, he took a deep breath. The song by Coldplay - Fix You was still lingering in his head. He knew it was his fault from the asking them to be apart but damn! He couldn’t take it now.
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Trying?
He ruffled his hair as he felt his eyes hot because of holding his own tears for long. He couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted him, that particular guy that never failed to show his love, to spoil him, to comfort him, to secure him.
Three weeks just suck. He can do nothing well. Just because of a small matter, he misunderstood and made that silly decision.
Tears streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
As he recalled everything and holding too much of his tears, he choked out, finally.
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
Crying out that particular person name, he took his phone, open the lock pattern and straight to the photo gallery.
I want you now
He swiped the screen from a picture to another. He stopped to a picture that he adored so much. That guy was back-facing the camera, cooking a meal, topless.
I’m hopeless.
The tears stream down even more as he recalled that particular memory in the morning from that picture.
How pathetic I am. Please, please come back to me, I need you.
He clutched the phone and took a pillow as he hugged it tight, buried his face in it. He cried and tried to sleep.
Three weeks of pathetic life. Pathetic life for a guy named…
Jang Wooyoung.
-xoxoxoxoxoxoxo-
Wooyoung took a deep breath again. He was at Nichkhun house, in front of the door precisely. He closed his eyes to calm himself. He was overwhelmed with his feeling of missing the older. He knew Nichkhun been to his place everyday but he was too stubborn that he don’t want to see the older. He changed his keys and everything but he couldn’t deny that he had been missing the older too much he could die.
You can do it Wooyoung! Freaking ring the bell!
With trembling hand, he pushed the doorbell…
On the other hand, Nichkhun was in his deep sleep after a series of cries the night before. He couldn’t help but dreamt of Wooyoung came to him and hug him.
Wooyoung… where are you?
He opened his eyes as he was awake by the sound of his doorbell. He didn’t want to see anyone despite Taecyeon had been breaking into his house to bring him out from his nest but he just too stubborn and he knew that the work at the company was managed well by Chansung and Minjun. They were trusted.
Ding!
He scrunched his face as the doo couldn’t stop ringing. He lazily woke up and walked to the door with his face still have the tears from last night. Without looking, he just opened the door and his breath hitched.
Wooyoung…
In front of him, the man that he’s been waiting for like his lifetime.
Wooyoung?
“Wooyoung?” Finally he managed to utter his name and Wooyoung looked up to the older. He was awkwardly standing in front of Nichkhun.
Is this real?
Wooyoung was playing with his fingers and he could see the younger eyes were swelled with tears and in any moment, he must be crying. Nichkhun realized that they were still standing at the door so he opened the door to invite the younger in as both of them walked inside and he closed the door.
“Wooyoung…-“
“Nichkhun, I’m sorry,” he said but he was back facing the older. Nichkhun couldn’t help himself but let his tears stream down through his cheeks as he walked to the younger and hug him from behind. He knew Wooyoung was already crying.
“Thank you so much baby, thanks for coming back,” he kept on saying those words as he kissed the younger shoulder and tightened his hug. Wooyoung hands rested on Nichkhun’s as he finally felt the familiar warmth and he cried so happy that Nichkhun still need him.
I missed you so much Khunnie
Nichkhun turned him around facing the crying younger. Wooyoung hands crept to the older cheeks as he wiped away the tears same goes to his own tears that were wiped by Nichkhun’s warm hands. The smiled to each other before leaned forward as they shared their reunion kiss. Their overwhelming feeling flowed through each other and then they parted for oxygen. Nichkhun hugged the younger so tight that he just missed him.
“I’m sorry, baby. I didn’t mean to do anything like what you saw before. She did that so you mad and leave me and she success,” explained him before Wooyoung could utter any words.
“I know,” he mumbled in Nichkhun’s chest. “I miss you,” he confessed and Nichkhun was so happy to hear that.
“I missed you more baby, so much I could die,” he said as he faced the younger and pecked his lips plenty of time.
I just missed you so much Wooyoungie
Nichkhun then brought the younger towards his room and sat him down on the bed. “Baby, I’m sorry, please forgive me and don’t leave me again, I can’t live without you,” Wooyoung smiled softly at his lover as he caressed the older cheeks.
“Me too, I can’t be without you, I love you so much Khunnie,” he said as they sealed their love with their kissed and well you know… things happened.
Main Character: Nichkhun and Wooyoung
Pairing: Khunyoung
Warning: Yaoi!
Word count: 2,037
Prompt 1: “When you’re too in love to let it go | But if you never try you’ll never know | Just what you’re worth” Fix You - Coldplay
Prompt 2: http://i.imgur.com/eBVdAHa.jpg
Prompt 3: Misunderstanding
A happy radiant smile was presented to the person in front of him as the former couldn’t help but smile back to him as his cheeks was caressed by the warm fingers of his lover. He was just so happy and couldn’t help but spread his arms and wrapped them around the former neck and leaned to peck the tempting lips.
“Baby, why are you so happy today?” asked the former as he rubbed his nose to the younger hair, inhale the sweet scent of the boy. Without answering him, the younger just snuggle his face to the former neck. He loved the former so much that he couldn’t imagine his life without the warmness of his lover. The secured feels whenever he is in the former arms and the love he feels every time they were together and even not. He knew that his lover loves him as much as he does.
I love you
A small whisper made him grinned on the former skin as he felt a pair of secured arms around his waist tightened as he cuddled closer towards the older. A small smile appeared on the older lips loving that his baby was so happy with him.
-xoxoxoxoxoxo-
Tears stricken down his face as he glared at the supposed to be lover.
“You fucker! Why? Why me? Why now when I already love you this much? Why bastard?” he hit the older chest as his energy drained with his sobs. His wrists were then held by the older.
“I’m not, you got it wrong baby, I- ”
“Don’t baby me! I’m not your baby, what is wrong? I saw it right in front of my eyes! You can’t just lie to me. The truth was right in front of my eyes,” he almost yelled at the former but his sobs beat everything. “You… you k-… you kissed her,” he said in between sobs. The former couldn’t stand anymore as he tried to hug the younger but his attempt failed as the younger pushed him away making his heart shattered.
What can I do Wooyoung? You got it wrong
The former then walked forward towards the younger. “She the one who kissed me, I’ve pushed her away!” he tried to explain but the younger just too engrossed with his cries.
“Go, I don’t wanna hear all of your lies, leave me alone Nichkhun,” Don’t go was what his heart said. Nichkhun could feel his heart almost stop beating when the request was out from Wooyoung’s lips. He stumbled back few steps.
“B-but Wooyoung, I-“
“Just go, I don’t wanna see you after you lied to me all this times. I hate you,” I hate you. Nichkhun tears finally gave up as flow of tears formed with the dropped of his tears. “Wooyoung I’m sorry, I’ll go now but remember this, I love you and nothing can change that, not even Victoria, take your time,” he gained his strength despite his broken heart. Nichkhun walked towards the younger direction and wiped the tears from the soft chubby cheeks.
Stop crying, I can’t see you like this
He was relieved that Wooyoung didn’t push him away but just let him do what he want. He kissed the younger cheeks for the last time before whisper to the younger ears…
I love you
And he walked to the apartment door and went away with his tears that flow without stop even he tried to wiped them away.
The moment the door clicked means that Nichkhun was out, wooyoung burst out into pool of tears as he cried and keep on crying while whispering Nichkhun’s name in agony. He can’t hold himself anymore. He loves Nichkhun so much. The scene was so heartbreaking when the girl kissed him. Nichkhun was his and now he’s gone.
Nichkhun… Nichkhun… Nichkhun… I need you
He knew he let the love of his life go but he can’t face him and recalled the memories of the kiss. He might hate the older. He crouched down as he kept crying until he fell asleep on the floor of his living room.
-xoxoxoxoxoxo-
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
It was past midnight in a room of a particular guy in Seoul. He couldn’t even sleep even if he tried and he was tired but hell, it was hard for him to get his sleep. He leant on the headboard of the bed, listening to the particular song by Coldplay - Fix You.
“When you get what you want, but not what you need,” he scoffed preventing himself from choking his own tears. He missed him, indeed, so much that it hurt. He missed him, that particular boy that he loves so dearly until now but…
They’re no longer together.
Stuck in reverse
And the tears streaming down your face
When you lose something that you can’t replace
When you lose someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
He couldn’t help it but let the tears streaming down his cheeks. “I love you, I love you, I love you,” he cried out. It’s been three weeks and he couldn’t help missing that particular person that had changed his life.
“Comeback please,” he hold onto his phone, having the feeling to call that person but he didn’t have the guts. The tears wouldn’t stop but it gushed out from his eyes like it never before.
Three weeks, three weeks without him, three weeks without his laugh, his adorable smiles, his cheeks and cute acts, it just three weeks of nothing. Regretting his decision agreed with the request of the person to let him go. He cried to sleep, only if he got one.
Life was being so horrible for a guy like him, for a guy namely…
Nichkhun Buck Horverjkul.
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high above or down below
It’s been the nth time he tried. He wanted to be back to that particular person. He loves him too much that it hurt until now. He wanted him back.
“I’m coming back home, my home which is to be with you,” he said to himself as he stared at the wallpaper of his phone, displaying his picture with the guy he loves so dearly. His legs were guiding him, his heart was anticipating but his mind was hesitating. That’s what made him turned back and regretting again and again.
Jumped on his bed, he took a deep breath. The song by Coldplay - Fix You was still lingering in his head. He knew it was his fault from the asking them to be apart but damn! He couldn’t take it now.
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Trying?
He ruffled his hair as he felt his eyes hot because of holding his own tears for long. He couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted him, that particular guy that never failed to show his love, to spoil him, to comfort him, to secure him.
Three weeks just suck. He can do nothing well. Just because of a small matter, he misunderstood and made that silly decision.
Tears streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
As he recalled everything and holding too much of his tears, he choked out, finally.
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
Crying out that particular person name, he took his phone, open the lock pattern and straight to the photo gallery.
I want you now
He swiped the screen from a picture to another. He stopped to a picture that he adored so much. That guy was back-facing the camera, cooking a meal, topless.
I’m hopeless.
The tears stream down even more as he recalled that particular memory in the morning from that picture.
How pathetic I am. Please, please come back to me, I need you.
He clutched the phone and took a pillow as he hugged it tight, buried his face in it. He cried and tried to sleep.
Three weeks of pathetic life. Pathetic life for a guy named…
Jang Wooyoung.
-xoxoxoxoxoxoxo-
Wooyoung took a deep breath again. He was at Nichkhun house, in front of the door precisely. He closed his eyes to calm himself. He was overwhelmed with his feeling of missing the older. He knew Nichkhun been to his place everyday but he was too stubborn that he don’t want to see the older. He changed his keys and everything but he couldn’t deny that he had been missing the older too much he could die.
You can do it Wooyoung! Freaking ring the bell!
With trembling hand, he pushed the doorbell…
On the other hand, Nichkhun was in his deep sleep after a series of cries the night before. He couldn’t help but dreamt of Wooyoung came to him and hug him.
Wooyoung… where are you?
He opened his eyes as he was awake by the sound of his doorbell. He didn’t want to see anyone despite Taecyeon had been breaking into his house to bring him out from his nest but he just too stubborn and he knew that the work at the company was managed well by Chansung and Minjun. They were trusted.
Ding!
He scrunched his face as the doo couldn’t stop ringing. He lazily woke up and walked to the door with his face still have the tears from last night. Without looking, he just opened the door and his breath hitched.
Wooyoung…
In front of him, the man that he’s been waiting for like his lifetime.
Wooyoung?
“Wooyoung?” Finally he managed to utter his name and Wooyoung looked up to the older. He was awkwardly standing in front of Nichkhun.
Is this real?
Wooyoung was playing with his fingers and he could see the younger eyes were swelled with tears and in any moment, he must be crying. Nichkhun realized that they were still standing at the door so he opened the door to invite the younger in as both of them walked inside and he closed the door.
“Wooyoung…-“
“Nichkhun, I’m sorry,” he said but he was back facing the older. Nichkhun couldn’t help himself but let his tears stream down through his cheeks as he walked to the younger and hug him from behind. He knew Wooyoung was already crying.
“Thank you so much baby, thanks for coming back,” he kept on saying those words as he kissed the younger shoulder and tightened his hug. Wooyoung hands rested on Nichkhun’s as he finally felt the familiar warmth and he cried so happy that Nichkhun still need him.
I missed you so much Khunnie
Nichkhun turned him around facing the crying younger. Wooyoung hands crept to the older cheeks as he wiped away the tears same goes to his own tears that were wiped by Nichkhun’s warm hands. The smiled to each other before leaned forward as they shared their reunion kiss. Their overwhelming feeling flowed through each other and then they parted for oxygen. Nichkhun hugged the younger so tight that he just missed him.
“I’m sorry, baby. I didn’t mean to do anything like what you saw before. She did that so you mad and leave me and she success,” explained him before Wooyoung could utter any words.
“I know,” he mumbled in Nichkhun’s chest. “I miss you,” he confessed and Nichkhun was so happy to hear that.
“I missed you more baby, so much I could die,” he said as he faced the younger and pecked his lips plenty of time.
I just missed you so much Wooyoungie
Nichkhun then brought the younger towards his room and sat him down on the bed. “Baby, I’m sorry, please forgive me and don’t leave me again, I can’t live without you,” Wooyoung smiled softly at his lover as he caressed the older cheeks.
“Me too, I can’t be without you, I love you so much Khunnie,” he said as they sealed their love with their kissed and well you know… things happened.