Sep 29, 2008 20:12
This job I wanted so badly is exhausting me. I hate that I feel this way already. I love teaching, but I feel like my patience is running out. I've tried everything and anything I can think of to help out a few particular students in my class, but I'm running on E now. Everyday is exactly the same. Nothing changes. But, I can't have students destroying my classroom, swearing and threatening others, jumping from the table tops to the desk tops, and punching other kids. =( I don't know what to do anymore. I guess this is why everyone wants to teach in the suburbs.
Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful to even have a job at all. I just wish I knew what I could do to help a few of my kids...
Roman is attempting to go to sleep. Wish him luck. (and me)