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[unrayodelsol]

you remind me of home, and it hurts; and as much as i wish you didn't bring that painful happy smile to my face you likely will for a long time. Goodbye, it was fun while we lasted...and a little after that in my head.
p.s. this isn't yours to read but what can i do i am a cad.
William
www.livejournal.com/~loudaspossible

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[file_me_away]

although i attempted to assume otherwise, i cannot help but figure this was directed towards me.
if it was, i have a few words in response:

i have respected your wishes to this very day. offered you space, offered time, offered friendship. i have tried to be understanding and give you whatever it is that you need to make a friendship work for us. because you mean something to me.
you have made it clear that the sentiment is not mutual.
you are present for only breif moments and then go sprinting away. i don't believe running from me will fix whatever problem(s) you are dealing with. your problems did not end the first time you ran from me to find drunk and randommakeout, nor when you went to hide in your big city, nor when you could not handle new events in my life, etc, etc.

either way, whether or not i agree with your motivation to vanish from my life [again], i wouldn't have had a problem with it, had you just expressed even one ounce of your reasoning to me prior to some post in livejournal.

an internet goodbye is very possibly your biggest cop out in our history.