Act (like you don't care)
It perturbs me when I think about writing something and before I put it on the page I hate it Performance anxiety I suppose about which performance I could not tell you Cause I hate whining and I will whine about it to you until the cows stand there for long amounts of time mocking evolution This post started in my mind as something about things that I miss well not thing more like forms of salutation goodbyes and the things in between I do not mean particular goodbyes or hellos although they are likely the best description of what it is I miss that I have I want that casualness that I knew the feeling like nothing I do or did would jeopardize that relationship but even that thought I have been having my second doubts about as of late so who knows cause things are getting better or at least an attempt was made to better them so who knows but more to the point I feel lonely a lot lately and I think that is what this post was really about so -end