May 08, 2006 23:07
-[Is it failure or just plain inconsistancy?
I think they are one in the same these days.
Everyday I fool myself into thinking something glourious, new, and exciting may come about.
So dumb..
Like go out w/ friends and have tea, go shopping, laugh at random things..
Fantasy.
I know I am not worthy of the simple things..
..I don't know if I am fine with that either..
How can one change if change never occurs?
All the same, never different..
--sighs--
xo]-