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Joe and I move into our apartment tomorrow. I am extremly excited but at the same time extremly nervous. We fight soooooo much lately and I know it's mostly because we are both under alot of stress with the move with it all happening so fast and everything, but I can't help but worry that things won't change when we move. I'm scared that like in a month into it we will both see that it's not working and then what? I'm trying not to let these feelings over whelm me but I can't help it. But no matter how scared I am I can't give up. I have to at least try, because I love him and I have faith in him and our relationship. I think this things that scares me thee most is the way he acts when we fight. He gets worse and worse and sometimes he scares me. We got into the biggest fight I have ever been in with him, or any boyfriend I have ever had and he shocked me by the way he acted. I had a long talk with him the next morning and he swore to me that he would never act that way towards me again, and I believe him. But I have been let down alot in my life so I guess theres a chance he could. But I'm gonna try for the moment to put my fears aside and tell you how hyped I am.
We have to be to the apartment at 12:00pm to get the keys cause they are actually closed cause of labor day but the girl shawny is meeting us there. So we're gonna get up early and start packing the truck and cars up. I can't wait to get there and set everything up. Theres so many people helping us and Joe's gonna go get a ton of pizza, beer, and pop for everyone. The only thing that really sucks about moving is cause we won't have cable for a while and I won't be able to watch my show Laguna beach. But i"m gonna make my mom tape it for me. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I can't believe it's tomorrow. It feels like we've waited 8 years for this, I just can't believe it's so close.
Well anyway, since we won't have the internet for a while I won't be able to talk on here for a while but for the very few people who actually read this you all have my number so call me if you wanna talk or come see our NEW APARTMENT.
We have to be to the apartment at 12:00pm to get the keys cause they are actually closed cause of labor day but the girl shawny is meeting us there. So we're gonna get up early and start packing the truck and cars up. I can't wait to get there and set everything up. Theres so many people helping us and Joe's gonna go get a ton of pizza, beer, and pop for everyone. The only thing that really sucks about moving is cause we won't have cable for a while and I won't be able to watch my show Laguna beach. But i"m gonna make my mom tape it for me. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I can't believe it's tomorrow. It feels like we've waited 8 years for this, I just can't believe it's so close.
Well anyway, since we won't have the internet for a while I won't be able to talk on here for a while but for the very few people who actually read this you all have my number so call me if you wanna talk or come see our NEW APARTMENT.