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Jul 10, 2005 14:08

Everything has been so crazy lately, im feeling a little overwhelmed. We went to New York and Atlantic City. I didn't care for New York City very much, I mean it was a great experience and all but I don't think it is somewhere I would go twice. It was much too crazy and hectic for me. We saw pretty much every thing there, the empire state building, statue of liberty, time square, central park, ground zero which was really sad, lots of gay male couples, women with hairy armpits, men with dread locks down to their knees, drag queens, and lots and lots of bums. The taxi drivers are fucking phyco there and I have never been so happy to be alive as I was every time I got out of one. The shopping centers there are fricken ridiculous. The first place we went into their jeans were like $220 dollars, second place a normal ass t-shirt was $80 and every other place was just down hill from there. Joe and I were so excited about shopping in New York City but we only ended up getting a hat each, 2 t-shirts each, I got a zip up hoodie that says New York City on it and he got a pair of sun glasses.

Atlantic City was awesome. The whole time we were there we just walked up and down the boardwalk and went into the shopping centers where all the foreign people try to sell you the knock off stuff. Like the fake gucci bags and the fake rolexes. But it was really cool. Our hotel room in Atlantic City kicked ass too. We were on the 11th floor with a balcony over looking the ocean. We went to Trump's Tah Mahal casino and hotel. We never got carded once and they served Joe drinks. That was pretty funny.

The wedding was AWESOME!!!! The ceremony only lasted for about 15 minutes and it was outside. When that was over we all went inside where there was a OPEN BAR ALL NIGHT. They had appetizers set up that consisted of jumbo shrimp, lobster, crab legs, lamb chops, escargo, calamari, all kinds of shit. And that was just the appetizer. After everyone ate that we went into a different room where it was STILL OPEN BAR and had DINNER. Guess what dinner was, fillet minyon, 2 big pieces of it too. OMG it was amazing. There was like 250 people there, and did I mention that a bus came to get us from our hotel and drove us there and picked us back up so everyone could drink as much as they wanted and didnt have to drive. Needless to say we were all pretty trashed by the end of the night The morning before the wedding my mom won $780 at the sands casino in Atlantic City. She was so cute. She cried and I was really happy for her.

Other then the New York trip Joe and I got the apartment, we move in september 1st. Im really excited but at the same time Im really scared too. Things are different with Joe and I lately. We fight alot more now then we used too. And he's paying for pretty much everything in the apartment so if something happens to him and I while we're there, I lose everything and go back to livin with my mom. I don't know, I hope everything works out.

I miss my grandma. Sometimes when I start to think about it alot it feels like she died all over again. My heart hurts whenever I think about it. I just can't believe Im never gonna see her again. Ever since she died things have been so weird with me. Im always tired during the day, all I want to do is sleep and then at night when it is time for me to go to sleep I can't.

I feel old.....really old. Lately I feel like im going through a mid-life crises where all I want to do is go out and party and feel young. And then sometimes when Im driving on the express way I get extremely tempted to just keep driving. Is that weird? I hate my job. People there start to annoy me more and more everyday. And it is a dead end fucking job. I need a new job, anyone know of a fun place thats hiring? Anyways I think I have said enough.
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