well, then

[unprovoked]

what are you living for?

(no, really)
i want to know

i'm not sure anymore

so i guess i could just turn myself in.
but.
death is an unknown state. and unknown is scary.
but.
LIFE is an unknown scary. a scary unknown.

[either way] it seems as if i'm doomed without anything to follow ... with nothing to live for, with nothing to die for

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[xxbhamxplayaxx]

[either way] it seems as if i'm doomed without anything to follow ... with nothing to live for, with nothing to die for

if this struggle to find purpose in life/death were a race i guess we'd be neck and neck right now, claire. if it were a race i guess the finish line would be death, wouldnt it? but this is a tricky bastard race where the runners all have numbers. the ones that dont believe in anything are probably prime numbers and if there is a benevolent god they will all be cast into hell. if there isnt a benevolent god then religious people will have 'wasted'(only its not a waste for them because while they were a live they were satisfied by it and held faith in it) their lives living for nothing. you cant assuredly know without dying, claire. if you could know without dying there would be no need for faith because by definition faith is belief that does not rest on logical proof or material evidence.
that is why we should all just a) get over contemplating existence and just try and enjoy it tangibly or b) kill ourselves and get it over with.

what an awful person i am
ive been dumping these spiels everywhere
guess that means i should write in my book more than i have been lately
me sorry <3
im not sure what to say about that.

[burntbrains]

yeah dude your shit always makes me think

[twopointzero]

it makes me think when he talks about his dick/hypothetical titties all the time. only not.

[gonad]

benevolent means kind and forgiving, for future reference.
and thank you for acknowledging that if there really is no afterlife, the pious stand to suffer no losses, and the apathetic stand to gain nothing either. we will either find out or be neutralized.

[xxbhamxplayaxx]

haha
i know what benevolent means blake it was in a sarcastic spirit that i added that.
and youre welcome.
you dont have to read my replies its not like im trying to convince you of any of my beliefs. i dont know what drives you to stand tall over everything i say, excluding tits and fuck or whatever im known for spouting out i understand making fun of my jabber. i was amused by them but now i just think its pointless to make any response because you will just belittle it further. im not one to push my thoughts on anyone else and apparently i should stay that way. but im glad the world has people like you though im sure you will make it a better place. in the most simple sense, you are an asshole blake. type some more collegiate replies for me please.

[gonad]

if you can't handle someone debating your ideas, then no, you shouldn't post them. if you feel like i'm lording over you, i apologize, but not for negating the things you say. if that makes me an asshole, then so be it. i'm not worried about your miniscule judgments.

and are you honestly trying to put a spin on my being in college? please, jacob. grow up.

[xxbhamxplayaxx]

i can handle debating my ideas im just not the type of person that goes around debating everyones goddamn ideas, like you apparently are. my comments on livejournal are usually replies to people asking "what do you think?" so i say what i think as childish as you may find it. im just more inclined to let people believe what they want and feel what they want on their own. i dont see why i should get in any debate over what someone believes or feels unless they are challenging what i believe, which surprisingly enough doesnt happen that often when i stay out of these 'debates.' live and let live or some shit.
"i'm not worried about your miniscule judgments."
christ blake i thought for sure i would upset by calling you an asshole. and on top of that im sorry for acting like you would care what i think of you, when evidently im supposed to care what you think of me because you are the one that leaves all the critical comments. ive heard it's impossible to defeat an ignorant person in an argument and i can testify to that. so ill just go about my bleak existence believing my pathetic ideals and not try to refute a goddamn one of them to you because it would indeed be an exercise in futility, blake. i guess you'll have to find someone new with ideas you can negate and lord over. have a blast with it, man!!

[gonad]

you are overreacting so much, jacob.