Aug 01, 2005 18:58
My thoughts today... Exciting odd enough... Well it's nothing odd... O.o; My thoughts excite me, my actions are sometimes dull, depending on the people... Different people bring out different aspects of others I suppose ;/ Normally people just bring out me when I hang out with them, but in the case of very few, I have a hard time talking... I feel numb and stupid... I have a hard time finding out what to say, truly a hard time... I am getting over that... Slowly but surely... I am expecting one day soon I will break that habit... I like when I get angry though, well moreso the after effects... I just don't care O.o; Usually I don't care... But there is some people that just bring the horrible truth out that I do... I think I should call my dad, I have not spoken to him since I left Canada, I bet he's dreading the day I try to contact him... Like on fathers day, I tried... Alas, he was with the bitch queen herself(She's still cool) and her little spawns of pure evil(Still love them)... HAHA. I'm probably going to be buying a plane ticket to visit them for Christmas... My dad doesn't celebrate christmas, and is truly opposed to it... But eh, hopefully it bugs him? ^^; I have some unfinished things to do anyways.