To my dearest Britney...

[unpredictableme]

You only miss the county because it's comfort...
you don't need comfort Britney you need to relax and realize this is it...
this is life...
it's getting thrown into uncomfortable situations over and over again and being forced to make the best of it...
It's gonna suck...
it's gonna suck ass...
you think this doesn't suck?...
yeah I'm happier than I've ever been in my entire life...
but it's uncomfortable and I'm forced to do things I have never had to do in my life...
I'm paying my own bills...
I'm making all my own appointments...
I'm forced to strike up conversation with complete strangers while my husband is off doing military crap just so I can try to make friends...
Talk about having noone....
I have noone but him...
I depend on him for my happiness...
and until I get the balls to break out of my comfort zone...
this is it...
don't you dare transfer to UMPI...
if you do that...
I will kill you...
I swear to God...
it will result in your eminent demise...
and we don't want that because I love my Britney...
You will stay at UMO...
you will fight the discomfort and the shyness and the anxiety you get from having to meet new people...
and you will find a way to be happy...
think of all of the people you know there...
aj goes there he can help u meet ppl...
becca goes there she can help u meet new ppl...
ur roommate...
maybe she knows people...
there are people who come from completely different states who know noone for thousands of miles around...
worst case scenario someone won't talk to u...
big effin deal...
i can't count the amount of times these whorey army wives have turned their noses up at me...
but in the midst of all the bitches and assholes...
there are fun people..
people just like u and me...
who will have fun with u...
when u go to class sit by people you dont know...
dont try to sit away from ppl that sends off bad vibes...
just go sit by some random girl...
just do it,,.,
cuz i said so...