goodbye travis
you know that feeling when you lost something that meant alot to you? Ok well i kind of have that feeling except it's my best friend. I dont know what happened. we suddenly fell apart and it's crazy i didnt want that to happen at all. i miss him so much and yet i still try to call him and contact him so we can make amends but he ignores my calls and everything. it's horrible that this has happened. A part of me is furious at him while the other half is devistated in that i've lost him. what's truely the most upsetting part isn't even the fact that we aren't friends anymore. it's that he's been lying to me. that's just crazy coming from him. it's unexpected and unacceptable. i hope he understands what he's doing because i honestly could never forgive him for what he has done and what he is doing. it's just sad to go through the motions of loss.