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Oct 23, 2004 19:36

ok YAY pinnacle girls won! again! three-pete! woop dee doo! Sorry i have other things on my mind. um like going to tell someone how i actually felt (he already knew) and i pretty much get this told to me "um me and my girlfriend arent going to break up so stop trying to.... can we still be friends?" of course i'm going to say yes because he is like one of the greatest people in the world but at that moment my stomach sank and my heart just felt hollow... ugh i've never really had that feeling in my whole entire life and it just sucks to no end. I mean like i really want him to be happy and i absolutely love having him as a friend but (im sorry i dont know what to say because no words can describe it)
it just hurts so MUCH! its not fair, Yes i know life isnt fair at all but i mean like when your coaches notice something about it then you know its not unobvious! because like c'mon as andie said"EVERYONE KNOWS IT" so why couldnt he? UGH that's ok im over it. I just want him to be happy
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