Roller Coaster

[unpossibly]

Have you ever been in a happy funk? I don't know how else to explain it. Overall, I'm content, if not happy. There are things going right with my life, and there are issues, but no more or less than anyone else. I'm still my sarcastic self, I'm still smiling from the events of 17 days ago, work has become less crazy AND I'm being recognized for the job I've done, and I have a renewed focus with running & exercise. And yet... during those quiet moments in between, I feel such intense sadness. Maybe because it's May, which is and always shall be a tough month for me. But I think it's more than that, but I can't really pinpoint the cause.

Maybe I just need to watch this video more than 2-3x a day to perk me up (very NSFW)
http://www.vevo.com/watch/robin-thicke/blurred-lines-unrated-version/USUV71300526