i ran down six flights of stairs to the chimes of yesterday
i'm happy with my life right now, but it seems that nobody else is. i'm worried about some of you (REALLY worried about one of you inparticular), and frustrated by others. i just want the people around me to be happy for longer than a few days or weeks or minutes...to be able to see the bigger picture and not take these small stumbles like falling across the grand canyon. but i know whatever i manage to say come out as empty words, they might even seem condescending. but they're not, i promise you they're not. why can't i just give everyone a gift? perspective, confidence, happiness, satisfaction, why can't i just grant them like a fairy godmother?? i would if i could guys, i really really would.
i wish i felt like when i say "you can talk to me about it" that it actually meant something to someone, anyone. there's a lot of things i wish for....
and we're all in love with ideas and possiblities, never reality. and we all dream and our dreams make the world seem unfair. perspective's a bitch. if the whole world had one mind, there would be no providence. i want to fall in love with reality one day...but it's hard to fall for something that's so cold and hard, dream's shine so much brighter, they blind us from what we should be looking at. or maybe not.
tell me a story...let me know you're ok.
i wish i felt like when i say "you can talk to me about it" that it actually meant something to someone, anyone. there's a lot of things i wish for....
and we're all in love with ideas and possiblities, never reality. and we all dream and our dreams make the world seem unfair. perspective's a bitch. if the whole world had one mind, there would be no providence. i want to fall in love with reality one day...but it's hard to fall for something that's so cold and hard, dream's shine so much brighter, they blind us from what we should be looking at. or maybe not.
tell me a story...let me know you're ok.